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n that song Heaven is a Place
where nothing ever happens
we sang that in a squat with a guy
called Kofi
n about 6 guitars
n it was one of those moments
of stillness
as if you had always been
sitting in that spot
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n Julia Camerons no reading week
would become a no cumputer week
the idea being that we fill ourselves
with other peoples thoughts ...
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which brings me to the antar yoga
of tortoise hood which
is where the seed of emotional nurturance
is germinated ....
no tv at all ... n did you find that
the grown ups would get very distressed
tearful and start shouting
if they found you in front of a screen ...
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n is you add all that up you'd get something like this
just sift through what happened you could
sift through the events
from your ordinary boring day to find out where the magic occurred ...
such a simple old cliche
that people don't notice its part of the furniture
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n this could form a magic diary
alternative to the gratitude list at the end
of the day to ask myself did any miracles happen
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n how does that differ from being a bore
i think to quote Sheryl Crow
is a process of elimination
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those moments of pure awe
the innocent moments when people drop their masks
n stop critiquing themselves
n yeah tha is more what i would call
more miraculous
n i need reminding of that ....
an Trix is good on that area
in order to get that I have to accept
that nothing is happening
something my mum use to say
there is nothing happening out there ...
n my brother would say
that nothing has ever happened
and that time doesnt exist ...
n he would say that feeling bored
is an achievement n a luxury ...
n she feel caught up in performancey stuff ...
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the second card effect had them
screaming n jumping up and down
n one guy nearly ran into the traffic
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n i see you push things right up to the point
of critical danger ...
n you didn't seem to feel anything
for that bird ...
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n is also what my rehab work is about
is not just rehab is contact with
people when i first went there i felt like
i was a chair or something you know i lost
any sense of being human
n i like the word miracle more than magic
a miracle is a bigger thing
that benefits more people and carries no trickery ...
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n there was like 'The Changes' you know
where all the technology was blown
up n people had to survive in
barns n it ws cutthroat
n this game where you had to scale
a rope up to the roof or die
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no tv at all woah we were allowed one hour per day
or maybe two at weekends
n would beg to be allowed to stay up
for the horror thrillers ...
no tv at all ... n this is the way of the future
n how can we promote it ...
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to return magic to the place it was 100 years ago
with more immediacy and contact with the audience
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