Sunday 3 March 2013

Mitchell








2.37am 

4.03.13. 

um hello ... its really lovely to meet you ... nice i mean ... 

im a bit sort of married at the moment well in my head any way 

but maybe we'll do some more 'work' sometime ... 

musically i mean ... sending purple waves ... blows kiss ... 


ps your writing sort of Shakespearean you know like Stevie Nicks 

and Cradel of Filth 


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3.41 am

gosh thats brae of you to go to AA 

I find i get harassed in there 

although I'm trying to make sketches about it 

its like step 14 when they do that and get paid to promote stuff 

it gets in the way of the music 


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you know and there other people like that guy i was saing Loys ... 

this amazing shivery gothicky buzz about him and all he's doing in just being himself ... 

hmmm and theres you feeling gay and that 


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2.53am 

awww the puppies paw ... a big thick hand with hairs on it ... 

i did have to steer a bit but it was someone else ... 




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23.22

I don't think you would ... they'd build you a clone in about five minutes 

you know you may as well get one already ... 

and everyone i go out with starts talking out of Johns arse ... 

you know i see John blatantly giving them their script for the day 

and its so painful to watch it come out of their mouth 

so i couldn't really commit to anything at the moment ... 

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still theres work sometime ... 



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14.02

they wanna pick someone super fit like Alexandra Burke 



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7.03.13. 

14.09

someone that does weights ... and I wouldn't worry too much 

which one it was ... :)


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22.33

8.03.13. 

I thought you pretty much said you were working for Frizz ... 


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you can always find the sex  

its the cutting edge thats hard to replace 


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tears that 
makes you kick and 
struggle and lash out that 
pulls like a rope on the solar plexus 

and this massive intellect i coped with 
for about five minutes 

kin monstrous 

it was like there was fresh air blowing through him 
like a sharp morning breeze 
the razor beam of a killer marksman 

and they reckon women rule the heart ha ha ... 






21.44






deathstar ... 

hissing and spitting 
ssshit she can hear what
we are ssssaying ... 

I can hear footsteps
on the gravel ... 
feeling quite out of it 

the pagan tantra 
neanderthal club wielding 
covered in mud and seaweed 

a thing reviled .. . 

the pounding rhythm 
relentless on my ballet dress 
trapped inside a pitcher plant 

the dischord wrapped around my neck 
a dichotomy too much to bear 

the music making jagged 
volts that snag and yank 

on the muddler 
the alter of diabolical ravening 




1.11am , 13.02.13. misc draft   


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11.44am 

you know and its not impossible you might be acting ... 




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I gotta
quell this a bit 
you know cus Im a monster hunted for my ugly 
crimes 

my unsavoury thoughts 
are best running past 
your window ... 

they are chasing 
after me with taser gas 
because I dared to say I 
dared to say ... 





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00.25am 21.03.13. 


he shags like a white person in fact I thought he was a white person .... 

an i opens the lyrics and man that is confirm .... 

and what how am I posh 



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23.40


another 
dense one with 
not long to go ... hey 
dude what is this trap are 
you sure ... are you sure cus 
i can see a door ... I can see a door 
... ok they tasers me when i go through it but 
... and hey look ... why don't we go and pay them a visit ... 






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see look 
theres Saint Evil ... 
again ... do you see her 
glinting eyes ... seems to b
rattling bones i have no idea what 
she is doing ... just Im drawn to her howl
and I wanna dance like that wanna dance like that ...

clack clack clack wanna dance like that 



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well half dead then 
you want the body all 
tangled up in dank reeds 
... so that you can revive it ... 

and lays her out on the river bank to
warm her and she just never 
says anything ... 

and she doesnt know anything ... 
she doesnt remember
she doesnt understand ... 





1.29am © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved




it tastes like 
someone else has 
made it where has that been ... 

difficult not to bite when 
its like quenelle 
with spinach and nutmeg 
and all macrobiotic and stuff
guarana and iguana 

with a surprise 
of creamed fishy 
minced crocodiel and tofu 

ill jus pretend ... 

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sainted prick 
of tease ... 





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4.12am 


and they got things 
sussed 

what death
has the last word 
i dunno ... that dead 
girl in your arms sort of 
romantic though ... like all 
dripping with wet flowers ... 
you kinda like the blue mouth the 
limp arms ... lips that don't answer back ... 

yeah that is a pretty picture for sure ... 




1.51am 

misc draft 


and who's sad 
I mean you had the 
best time ever ... and even 
the tragedies were dense ... gonna
follow this path all the way you know ... 

I see a road in the dark and I goes down it ... 
you had a thunkin good time it were
stonkin man ... I mean who 
thunders like that ... 
and who's sad ... 

see the thing is ... 





Tuesday, 26 March 2013
23.40



another 
dense one with 
not long to go ... hey 
dude what is this trap are 
you sure ... are you sure cus 
i can see a door ... I can see a door 
... ok they tasers me when i go through it but 
... and hey look ... why don't we go and pay them a visit ... 





© Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved


see look 
theres Saint Evil ... 
again ... do you see her 
glinting eyes ... seems to b
rattling bones i have no idea what 
she is doing ... just Im drawn to her howl
and I wanna dance like that dance like that ...



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23.12

4.04.13. 





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18.04.13. 20.32


that is top of the sexual charts ...
emotionally not so much ... 




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so did i feel that then about ten  


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not really mystical to purge the heart 
to strengthen the connection 
digging into the lower self the nafs

to fast and breathe to find out where the bad things are .... 





misc draft 22.04.13. 00.59 


the abandoned one walks away from her family 
harvesting the millet 
and steps into a devils footprint  



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24.04.13.     







taking long, slow breaths


that kicked me in the stomach 
and bit me deep down real hard ... 
an i sumersaulted backwards


shiiiit that bitch knows what am thinkin ... 

dodgeball 


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rolling onto my back kicking 
up my legs 


that bit me right in the belly 

that bit me deep down real hard 
an i kicked up into the air 
an rolled around 

sumersaulting backwards 

there was a dry humping 
thing 
and you just wanna and you just wanna 
kissing like oysters
a smooth caviar of blues 
rolling around my tongue
rolling around my brain 
rolling in my body 
an i just wanna
an i just wanna 

gimme your dark dark blues 
the wet tip of the iceberg burning
a flute of frustration 

im so angry i just wanna
i just wanna 

an e jus keeps on slow 

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an explosion of love 
that bites further up where it hurts 

exploding with angry rage 
i hate you i hate you 
look what you've done to me 
i can hardly walk 

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so thats how you get the bitch to do 
the cleaning i could be forgivun 
for thinkun ... 

she tryin avoid me ... 






misc draft © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved


4-midnight 23.04.13. 






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and this other fictional thing over here and doing

some work together ... he does actually

have a girlfriend i believe ...

the work is pretty amazing and the creativity

it top notch on every level ...

communication wise ... i dunno i think you'd be a bit

off on your own track and not really hear me ...

which is also not impossible to deal with and

i like the way that you hear yourself ...

is what makes you so entertaining ...





2.23am


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24.04.13

19.40

just you did say some very appreciative things about me 

and thanks for that .... 







pretty sure the same damn thing would happen with the cloning 


and stuff too you know you keep movin on and 


the gestapo gets after you all over again 


so i aint movin in a hurry jus yet ...


luv to the Mrs ha ha ... 






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11.47am 26.04.13. 

it would be good to do one that really 

throws  you across the floor 

aint gonna happen any time soon .... 


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18.24

yeah i know ... and i can get a decent box kick out of that ... 

they're all younger than me ... 



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21.35

um yeah I'm kind of in love with you ... 

not in a top three sort of way 

and you do light me up sometimes 

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00.37am 27.04.13

I'm really sorry to hear about what happened ... 

these people are just unbelievable ... can we not unite against 

that kind of treatment ... 

also its like as it ist my responsibility 

you know i like the way you take your painting really seriously 

and are not clowning 

and then you do this kind of playground stuff 

which is really surprising ... and now I'm repeating myself 

which is really naff 

and then ... and then i feel as if I'm talking to someone alot younger

than me x

i mean don't you know I'm under house arrest with 

poisonous gasese and stuff being pumped into the air 

surely you must know about it 


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21.13   28.04.13. 






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4.19am 29.04.13. 

can you move your threatening advert please 

i didn't actually make a commitment to you nor do we have 

any line of communication whatsoever is this how you treat women 


i mean the heart attack is probably just the wrong medication or something 


9.07.13. 







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10.07.13. 

thanks. .. its a bit wearisome sometimes how you go on about 

things its like yours stuck on a point n I'm like 

somewhere else if you know what i mean ... 


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n i don't know how you get from we might go on a date 

to were already married ... 

n I'm being assaulted by your secret baby mother ... 

n who's vectron ... like we are not going to mention something 

of that magnitude ... 

n who are you trying to keep it a secret from exactly ... 




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7.14am 18.07.13. 


you know one thing i don't understand 

is how you are being violent towards me when 

you are not really available ... you know i mean this 

is just internet at this point surely there are stages people 

go through before it becomes a mutual commitment .... and 

yeah you being a non drinker might be different ..... i doubt it  

i find our recoveries are borked at a certain level when people 

get to know us n can you try to consider you are putting 

me in a double bind ... and in other ways very 


skillful thankyou ... 









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