24.03.13.
sand kicked in my face electric shocks
to the genitals ... mellifulous ...
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a very sculptural experience
her eyes are half
closed and she loves his
dress ... the door just made a
retching vomiting noise like a screeching spook
nudging about for the muscle
and then a bit further in
so she could grip it
see how you like it
the deluded trance of pain
that taunts the music
with a razor scalpel fashioning
petals out of the flesh
and carve tattoos on you
while you lay on the floor you
look so cute when your hurt i could kick you
like a puppy
who says Neptune can't wear those
I have a black glove we could
play with
... gripping the duvet ...
so she was
jumping on his
stomp box with her Chelsea
boots when he takes off his high heel
turns it round and jabs it literally into her cheek
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its just not a very nice Jesus ...
the tip of your tongue like a little darting fish ...
silvery slivers of poison sting
catatonic sleep paralysis
ratchet-like cogwheeling movements
perceiving people or animals that are not there
reduplicative paramnesia
grainy deposits within and a clear zone around
hippocampal neurones the brain may
appear grossly normal
like mistaking a laundry room for
a pile of socks or snakes
1.59am 24.03.13. © Lizarikk
1.23am
superbowl
and this is not commitment
just the senseless creatures
the senseless earth
those dancing hills like highland
dreadlock cattle
yeah just the feelings
that spew from the fissures
feelings that have no voice
just the gushing sounds of rage
the pain and fear on a precipice
hanging from the edge
of a planet
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hypnotic trance: abstraction, catalepsy, catatonia, coma, daze, dream, ecstasy, glaze, insensibility, muse, rapture, reverie, spell, stupor, transfixture, unconsciousness, silent convulsive twitchings,
scallop, narcotic
transfixion: ache, blow, gash, hurt, incision, jab, jag, pang, piercing, prick, puncture, rent, stick, thrust, transfixion , twinge, wound
brain damage I think is what I was looking for
you know like when a body slides
down the glass
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Thursday, 21 March 2013
jaw clenching tension cheek jowl
body building gnaaarrrr
and my head is sort of inflamed
some feelings are not necessarily reciprocated
is why normally i don't use my eyes
two sides of a sensitive nerve
its like I'm in this black box
chucking out obscenities because
i think nobody can hear me ....
and of course nature can get things
horribly wrong ....
asphixiated yeah like my lungs are full of water ....
I do really regret selling my Korn album i thought is was for
teenagers and now i really need it ...
its like not really paranormal it more alive than that ....
and this aint anger
I wanted the place to be as dirty as possible ...
only trouble is my concentration isnt very good ....
just a hideous thing really ...
oh will you ... what break in with a
jumper and a balaclava ...
get on your knees
and cover your eyes
im gonna shoot ...
get down ...
and all that mess in your ballet dress
straining to push a motor
up a mountain ...
20-22 March 2013
22.37 20.03.13
the moon a glutinous milky haze
theres that pain in the shoulder again
that star just shot me
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20.03.13. 14.05
I was in a coma after that one
and I didn't even realise ...
like buried under the rubble
19.06 19.03.13.
why is that different
like your whole
body is being ripped apart
like electrocuted ... I don't know
what the ingredient is ... and so tender
that you wince and smart and whistle and the cars
are going right through me ... and all in your tutu and stuff ...
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00.21
like all the nerves
are lit up like fibre optics
how the sound of your name
would thrill me echoing
off the shadow
dangerous ...
that was it ...
frightening like the
first one ... ripping its way up the spine ...
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21.48
sort of like
a meditation and
really making alot of love in there ...
an you be amaze what you
can find in that box
of surprise ...
so I closes
my I's and gets
the cream ... you know
cus while you suckle it you
get to really explore the feelings an
all this peace wraps you up like a hazy womb ...
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23.03.13.
sacrificed a lamb ...
and i nightmare they say yours
gonna leave me and i know
what i don't know
and i make the most horrendous
gaffes that have me crippled
with guilt for days ...
I like how
we don't know
what we're doing ...
don't know what we're doing ...
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00.36am 24.03.13.
an is worth the risk
cus who knows what you're gonna do ...
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spirit to die
what wouldn't i give
to see you ...
just toast and beans
in a cafe
and your hand ... to hear your voice ...
does it have dark hairs on it
just to pass out in your eyes
and then they can call the pigs
and take me away ...
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19.22 28.03.13.
shit and i said
i would abstain for
a couple of days ... well
maybe just one day at a time ...
its not always easy
you just want to go somewhere
nobody is looking ...
and scary not knowing what will happen ...
19.15
it wasn't a performy type of thing
misc notes/draft
thats the first time the negative inverse
has been of any interest ...
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it tastes like
someone else has
made it where has that been ...
difficult not to bite when
its like quenelle
with spinach and nutmeg
and all macrobiotic and stuff
guarana and iguana
with a surprise
of creamed fishy
minced crocodiel and tofu
ill jus pretend ...
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sainted prick
of tease ...
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4.02am
one way and another things are pointing
to a few days enforced abstinence ...
3 months i think was
the longest
i can do too busy
for it if you like ... and
there are also other variations ...
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4.02am
one way and another things are pointing
to a few days enforced abstinence ...
3 months i think was
the longest
i can do too busy
for it if you like ... and
there are also other variations ...
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